Life..Long and happy!! is very important...

A death in the family and suddenly you realize the value of Life...As Mohit's mausaji expired, we all were terrified and upset. An untimely departure of a loved one does that to you. All of a sudden I found myself alone in the night with everyone gone to support the bereaved family. One of the most defining moments of my life, the few hours of no sleep that followed made me realize how important the happy and healthy lives of our loved ones are for us

A few days gone by and I was still waking up in the middle of the night to check on Mohit. For Gods sake, What are you checking on? he asked me. I didn't know for sure. But i was scared enough to hold on to him every night that followed. Maybe I had just turned paranoid over my loved ones being around me or maybe I was just overreacting. Overreacting, it is, Mohit told me.

But I cannot be blamed for loving someone and being scared for them. I cannot be blamed for thinking of my family's welfare and wishing for their well being. And i most definitely cannot be blamed for hoping that life is happy for all of us!!

Maybe the smile that the word HAPPY just brought on my face is what I have been seeking in the past fortnight. Maybe it is time to sign off. I do not know why I have posted this note on my blog or whether there will be someone reading it or no. But I know my way of venting out my feelings is surely working for the better.